it was until todae when i realise that life can be complicating. it really can be. chatted with my cousin and parents todae. we talked about lots and lots of things,and the topic revolved around studies. poly or JC? thats what they asked me. hohoho. like i know. i dun even have a clue where i want to go..there are times when i wanted to do something,but i realised that i cant do that. that's what i call pathetic. sometimes i wanted to do something which i noe i cant do it. that's foolishness. when i knew that i wanted to do something, but at a second thought, i realised that it's not what i really want. that is called contradiction. i dun understand what i am saying right now. this is called craziness -_-
but nvm, maybe things will get better. must always look on the bright side of life. =) i shall be someone whom i really want to be. yesterdae the whole sku went to do newspaper recycling. it was fun!! i swear. except that i was quite tired when the whole thing ended.(thou it ended at 10 plus,which was so early) haha. we visited block 272(ivan's blk)..den mi and justin went to the 11th,12th and 13th storey. there was a dog that kept barking at 11th storey. and i was scared out of my wits!! hehe. justin was a very good "consoler"..lol. after that, while waiting for the lorry to come, we played on the slide and swings..hee..everything was so fun. and mrs selva even asked us" are u gers hafing ur second childhood?" haha. she was funnie=pPp after that..we walked back to school and did that reflections thingy. went to eat at lot 1..then the guys went to play their "LAN"..hee..and mi,shu and sinyee did a very crazie thing. we actually went to east coast park!! lol..thet journey that was very long...and we talked bout alot of things. i shall quote sinyee's words. "it has been so long since we three can be together like this" haha. one thing i am so proud of!! we reached ecp eventually. hohoho. haf to thank alot of pple on the way. must thank the bus uncle at bedok interchange..he told us that we could take bus 197. the bus driver of bus 197 hu had a stomachache and told us that we could take 196 too. the bus driver of 196 who informed us that we have alighted. the man at the block hu told us we can walk straight. the shop owner of the provision shop who told us to walk straight and we can see the underpass. the ger who did not know the way.(for letting us noe that we are not the only ppl hu do not know the way) . hmm..i tink this sld be all. finally..we reached ecp. and i did not ride a bicycle!!!!! this is the first time i went to ecp and not ride a bike!! the reason is stupid..cos we are wearing skirts...ahhhh. never mind. we sat and watched the sea..it was simply beautiful. crystal blue and greeeeennn....so so so nice=))) wheeeee...i lurve the sea. then we also took alot of lame pics. lol. usinf sx and my hp. haha. after that, went mac to eat..played a game..haha..fun fun^_^ we left ecp at 4 plus...took 196 back to bedok interchange. and we did the most stupid thing in our life. instead of taking the mrt..we took a bus..i forgot whats the number. anyway, that bus saes"jurong east"..so we boarded....and u know what..at 6 plus.. we were still on the bus!! 1 hr plus...that bus seems to be taking us on a rour around marine parade..we dun need that!! haha. but the fun thing is that we get to talk about alot of things..i mean alot alot...so maybe taking the bus has its advantages too=))) hehehe...
my world can be complete without u. i dun need u to come and ruin it =)